Posted by: Eru | March 27, 2008

Sometimes People Can Have Their Doubt Rite?

This Is Personal Ramblings :) you can see my 2 previous post for a better perverted content he he he

Sometimes people can have their doubt, positive thinking is good of course,
but sometimes… positive thinking can have a different meaning?

Consolidation… ?

Did my positive thinking is my consolidation for my failures? people tend
to consolidate right? so now I’m in doubt. For my positive thinking.

So the story start from my previous post about somehow I’ve been assigned to
some project, but then they change their mind… the Team leader met me and said

A lot of people recommend You and from what I believe…
You have Leadership talent, and it’s a rare thing….
So I think to assign you to this project would be unfair to your personal development…

And about Your grade..
Don’t worry about that, since you’re Overqualified…

Is that true, or just lip service to consolidate me? for me.. from my point of view…
I don’t have such ‘bragged quality’ of leadership, I’m not that smart and I’m not that good… The point that makes me in doubt is not about the project (since I’ve made the decision and I believe that every person have their own path right?) the thing that makes me in doubt is my quality..

In my life I always want to improve,
and I believe in never ended learning…
I need to do my best to achieve my goals…

But now..
these phase in my life makes me afraid..

I’m afraid with my Quality,
Did my lack of ability makes me not selected?
if it’s true, then what should I need to improve?
which knowledge then that I need to learn?
what effort that they expect from me?

I’m afraid with my attitude,
Did my attitude makes me not selected?
New people that don’t know me much will tend to think that I’m not that friendly :)
and my way to tell people the truth sometimes looks harsh :)
Is that so? if that the reason, how I can change myself?
Which attitude that I need to change?
What do they expect from me?

So in short… What do they expect from me? that is my worries :( what do I need to improve, that is one of my worries :(

those are my worries :(

Thank you for bear with me :)

[UPDATED]
I’m sorry…
I know and realize that I’m the one who get the highest score in the Test, and that
fact is not related to this post.

this post is not meant to brag about my self or make fun of my colleagues,
this is my personal ramblings and my worries :sob:

I’m the person who tend to positive about other people,
and tend to negative to myself.. hehe

And sometimes positive person can be in doubt tooo he he he

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Definitely, all of us, either a positive thinker or a pessimist can have moments of doubt in our lives. What makes the difference is what we chose to believe.

By: marley howards on March 27, 2008
at 6:41 pm

yes I agree, thank you

By: reedler on March 27, 2008
at 6:46 pm

We can’t predict when n how doubtness cum in2 our mind. It comes suddenly n unpredictable. But, as long as we can maintain our consistency, we’ll reach our destination. :)

By: StreetPunk on March 27, 2008
at 10:43 pm

@SPunk:
good idea :) Now I’m waiting for the time to give me another suprises :)
worries come and go rite :)

By: reedler on March 28, 2008
at 9:36 am

yap…every human have their doubtness…but…as long as we do our best and just be ourselves…insya allah akhirnya semuanya bakal baik2 saja (mengutip kata2 km)…heheh…banzaiiii!!!!

By: nairasmile on March 28, 2008
at 10:03 am

:sheet: redirect my doubt with my own word,

yeaaaaa my mind is a road to the mountain, sometimes it’s
straight and sometimes it’s curvy :(

these days it’s curvy

By: reedler on March 28, 2008
at 12:13 pm

:sheet: redirect my doubt with my own word -> lho itu kan kata2 yg baik, memang seharusnya begitu khan..

Eniwei…Besok libur lho…jgn dibawa pusing…ntar jg lurus lagi…
**…kabur**

By: nairasmile on March 28, 2008
at 2:45 pm

hush >.<

By: reedler on March 28, 2008
at 3:41 pm

well i think its normal enough to have doubts of ourselves sometimes… just to face the mirror to look into the reflection… thats all :) … and then we can have a chance to improve it… sometimes we got over-rated… but another times we got under-estimated… its only the matter of times and what we believe most… so keep on moving…

By: carra on March 29, 2008
at 11:52 am

Aaaa… :)

By: reedler on March 29, 2008
at 11:59 am

Hehe, it’s true that sometimes even a positive thinker can have moments of doubt in his/her lives, but if we’re a true positive thinker, we must keep our positive thinking… ;)

Positive thinking is everything… It can make black turns white for me, make sad becomes happines, etc.

Dunia ini dilihat oleh kita dari sudut pandang hati kita, dan kita sendirilah yang mengatur perasaan hati kita.

Jadi jika hati kita positive, maka dunia ini juga akan terlihat positive bagi kita… :D

By: Fukutenshi Youfan on March 30, 2008
at 5:04 am

/me speechless -3-

By: reedler on March 31, 2008
at 9:53 am

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