Continue from Stupid For Azalea

They became a very good friends, Azalea always think that no one will understand her. She thinks only mind reader or Nostradamus is able to do that since her acting skills herself would deserve one or two nominees for Grammy.

But then here come a simple and naive man that we call Stupid in her life. As if slap her in her face with a simple word “Why do you look so Sad?” as if Stupid can read minds and look into her eyes so deep and know all the secret and pain she bear herself.

Yeah… Anyone would need someone?

Now… Stupid knows why Azalea always look so sad, our Dear Azalea is sad because she’s alone, born from a family with no love… eh… yeah sure, there was love there… but now… only fight, scream, blood, drugs, tears and no Faith. So at her young age she decides to run away from home… she said “I want to reach my dream myself”.

So now she’s staying with her relatives that sympathize on her…. but her relatives have their own problem to mind… so She know she must not bother them….

She does anything to survive. Nobody in her school know about her harsh life. She’s been working as a photo model, fast food restaurant’s clerk and sales promotion girl… you name it.

“You are strong”, Stupid compliment her

And Azalea know why Stupid could understand her. Stupid’s life was a normal life, but since child, He always believe that he can understand others.

Stupid was so alone, his problem is not his family or anything… it’s just because he was born different.

Different? that’s a big word Dear…

Big word? yep.. Stupid was “Slow”, it took him longer than anyone else to learn something new. it took him a lot to manage… to be “equal”

Retarded

Yep If you see Stupid now you would not believe me he was called with that “R” word, Stupid always told me “to be left behind and alone” is a painful feeling.

He knows it… almost a quarter of his life is falling behind, almost a quarter of his life is to be laugh at.. almost a quarter of his life is his effort to be “equal”…

It makes me feel a lot of pain to hear that word from Stupid… someone as great as him was called “Retarded”.

Great? that’s a bigger word Dear…

He is! He is someone I envy.. having that talent, that brain, that wisdom, that kindness…
it’s makes me want to “not believe” about everything he told me about his past, his past about his effort.

Could you believe someone who can match up with any conversation was called Retarded?

Could you believe someone who get high score so easily as if he don’t even have to do some effort was called “Slow”?

Could you believe someone who almost can answer all of my question as if he is a walking dictionary was “left-behind”?

I don’t want to believe that, but it’s true… it makes me realize… whoever I am, If I want it then I can do it…. it makes me Envy him even more you are a great man Bro….

In other word,

I believe someone like Stupid was born for Azalea… and someone like Azalea was born for Stupid… both of them have had face harsh life that makes them strong… they understand how it feel to be alone… they understand how it feel to catch up and they just never give up….

But I was wrong….

Gnite Azalea may angels lead you in,

I am damn wrong…

Gnite Stupid, I will always envy of you Bro

~eR

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