Personal ramblings….
May…. there’s a lot of thing that will happen this month, hmm my cutest-in-the-world little sis will have her 6th birthday (or 7?), there’s 4 project candidate ( damn! gotta improve my low level English
), and must prepare some stuff to teach my juniors about MOSS….
Gotta back on track, but I feel so pissed of myself today
bad bad performance Eru…
U see, today is my first conference call with my clients, and I don’t expect to talk technical thing (I even don’t expect myself to speak at all), and I’m against client’s CTO, client’s technical people… client’s upper highs
I believe I was right on answering their questions, but somehow there’s no click there
You know… common problems with conference call
no syncs in our conversation and I’m quite embarrassed with my rubbish English and performance. That was my first time and I screw it badly… next time I will come with a far-far better performance…. huh!!! It was irritating, I just hate myself when I failed
Arggh…
So now, I take a deep breath… :sigh:
that’s was irritating.. but next time I’ll kick some ass
anyway, yesterday I was good at one thing
Not that good, but let me positive about myself please
Yep… make my day, since I will be better tomorrow
hahahahahaha (fading)
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